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[Nov. 15th, 2006|07:59 pm] |
Yep, nothing to say...have a great Thanksgiving! Adios ppls! |
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| I LIKE MY SITAR! |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|07:57 pm] |
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| | My Sitar by Dr. Bombay | ] |
Yep, band kicked all kinds of butt...42nd year of straight one ratings...etc...etc... Area Contest next weekend...SHSU the STATE! OH YEAH! So exciting, but that means my computer time is shot...oh wait! IT already is!!! <3333 Have a nice life ppl, cause I sure as heck don't have one! GO live it for me okay!!
Happy VERY VERY VERY Belated B-day Vincent!!!! <333
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| So many ups and downs |
[Aug. 27th, 2006|01:57 am] |
I need more affection than you know
Yeah, I was him
So, and now, turn it down
Why?
He was Ansem, he was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Wasn't it easy?
Yeah, I was him
We all three grew
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
And now you shall sleep
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it
(close it)
Now in terrible sleep, he finally listens
I hate emotion
I need true emotions
I need more affection than you know
I need true emotions
I will not destroy them
So many ups and downs
He was Ansem, he was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Wasn't it easy?
Yeah, I was him
We all three grew
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
And now you shall sleep
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it
(closing hurry)
Even we still laugh, we shall be back
He was Ansem, he was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Yeah, and I was him
We all three grew
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it
I need more affection than you know ...
-Sanctuary Reversed...
Yep, I'm bored. Chapter four peeps! ANd good ol' Vinnie=HAWT ^^
Check out cidvin comm. posted new story! <333
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|06:25 am] |
OKIES! MY week sux and I'm sick...but...WE SMILE anyway cause the great ANGST Queen said so! I sux at DoC and that's no lie...I can't shoot and all I do is die...Now come together and watch me fall...which isn't too hard...cause I...LOVE FRENCH TOAST!! :O
DO YOU LIKE WAFFLES?
DO YOU LIKE PANCAKES?
DO YOU LIKE FRENCH TOAST?!
Leave a comment if you do! Cause I know you love'em...
OR else...
ANd OH, MAN! <33
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| Man, school sux~ |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|07:41 pm] |
My Algebra 2 PAP teacher gave us HOMEWORK! ON THE FIRST FRIGGIN' DAY! GAAAH! It was easy...but it's the thought that counts! Our after school practice got cut short 45 minutes...due to...well, if ppl would shut up it would have been rain, but ppl wouldn't stop talking that Grice said come back tomorrow with a better mindset and got a talking to by the drum majors...in the rain! Now it's all yucky and I have to go to school tomorrow and 2 hour practice after school! GAH! And an essay is due in my Med Tech. class on Monday! RETARDED! And my PAP Chem test is like...next week!! And my English 2 PAP teacher said for us to re-read our summer readings AGAIN and be ready for the test two weeks TODAY! GAH! The only teacher nice enough was my Wor.His.AP teacher! I luff her! She's CRAZY! But friggin' awesome weird man! And that's LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY! Isn't THAT awesome! She's so cool! Weird...teachers and cool shouldn't be in the same sentence kiddies! But Mrs. Farinacci is DA BEST YO! <333 :P Enough of my bitchin'! Dirge of Cerberus is comin!
And remember these wise words:
ahem...
"Live by the pizza,
die by the sword."
-Cloud (FFVII:AC Parody Epi. 8)
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| @#$%ED UP WEEK!! W00T! |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|12:14 pm] |
I'm still pissed, and it's the last week of summer! I swear!
Last year, I marched full show, now this year, I'm a shadow, I onlt march HALF THE GAMES! That's @#$%ED UP! I'm a shadow to girl who didn't march LAST YEAR! And put FRESHMEN IN NONTHELESS! THAT'S EVEN MORE @#$%ED UP!
She got it cause 'they took the best'. but that girl was tapped out and I wasn't when they were choosing ppl! All she does is @#$% around last year! That's @#$%ED UP!!!!! >:(
She can't even march that well! My dad said she can't! He marched in high school! HE KNOWS THINGS! She probably only got it cause she's in Honors band, and I'm 3rd chair Symphonic. But it should be best marcher and AND player! But they were putting fish and Concenr band ppl in! That's NOT RIGHT! My dad said just wait for my chance to show them how good I am...but I haven't EVEN gotten to DO ANY SETS YET! How am I suppoesed to learn how to learn our show if they haven't told shadows to march! This whole week...NO WHOLE SUMMER IS @#$%ED! Then the girl's mom calls to brag about it, and the girl treats ME LIKE A FUCKIN' SHADOW TO HER, like i'm shit or sumthin', actin' like she's WAAAAY BETTER THAN I AM AND SHIT LIKE THAT! I almost wanted a transfer to another school district, ti get outta her damn shadow, cause ya know what, it sux @$$. I hate being thought as fuckin' SECOND BEST! I'm real good too at what I do...but she thinks she;s better than everyone else. Her mom sux up to ppl to her places! My mom NEVER DOES THAT! NEVER! I know cause she's works all the damn time! SO I have to work for what I get in life...
Jasmine thinks I'm an idiot always pointing obvious shit out like I didn't know it...writing shit on my music and not on hers when the teacher says something, when I'm not the one who messed it up either, she fuckin' thinks I have to BE HOW HOW TO DO EVERYTHING! Like I can't do anything, looks at me all the time like i'm a idiot, blabbering retatrd who can' t fuckin' MARCH!
WELL I FUCKIN' CAN! WHY DON"T YOU TAKE YER HONOR BAND @$$ AND FUCK OFF! I MARCH CAUSE I LOVE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING! THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN STRIVING FOR YOU @$$...and you fuckin' took it away...what I enjoyed the most, what gave me the only pride and self-esteeem...the VER FUCKED REASON I JOINED BAND AND PRACTICED HARD. IT was FOR ALL THAT! You don't even care about marching, you've said yer in int for FUN! Well fuck that! Fun's nice...but that's not a good enough reason to join dammit! Th reason I joined...is...maybe it was something I could do, my drawing sux...I'm not the hottest chick...I'm smart...but not valedvictorian or anthing...I wanted something that I COULD DO and it be a talent that i could claim and something I COULD FELL FUCKIN' PRIDE IN! It's always my parents who are proud, when I see ALL A's...it really doen't faze me...I really don't feel anything from it...
But when I march, I feel...more....THERE Like I have purpose. To make the best performance, to play each note strong, each set perfect, and whether the band wins or loses I can say. "I did the best I could've done, I gave it everything, and I didn't give it up"
But thanx...you stole that from me
But I gues you should know me and know the shadows..
they are right behind you...you @#$% it up...it's over...I'll get back that spot...I'm your shadow...I'd be your damn darkness, so don't forget...
i'm there to take everything away...when you screw it up...
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[Jul. 30th, 2006|12:59 pm] |
It took my HOURS to find Faint(EMT)Remix mp3! DEAR GOD! Limewire and kazaa are banned from my computer etc. so therefore I search the HARD way, or rip from CDs...same difference!
I've memorized the show music for playoffs! I'm sooo proud. They kept saying it decides if you march (you have to play it AND march) But I've got that marching portion covered no prob. Just had to drill that music...ugh. BIG headache...stay up till 5 in the morning it seemed lookng for one song IS NOT A GOOD THING. Gives you the largest headache this side of the FF fandom...well I found it right?
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Who even reads these damn things...
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[Jul. 25th, 2006|06:29 pm] |
Yes, marching started...I HATE HERSHEY! He's the junior high director at West. He sux, he doesn't know the difference from the transversal to the different ben-ten-haut (if that's how it's spelled..?)commands! HONESTLY! It's is a STATE year ppl! WE need to up our ranking, I'm thinkin we are top 10% in our state, but we have rep to keep now! Our awesome directors left last year (except the head director)so now we are in trouoble! We can't change our poilcies and style now!! But all I can do is march. I can't let one crap teacher screw up my favorite thing to do! Well, I'm gonna try my hand at trumpet so I can get into the Drum and Bugle Corps. Yeah, I'm the band nerd. All i've got left in life is band and video games. (and school between that)<33
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|04:42 pm] |
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MArching band starts soon....I can't wait!! Maybe I'll finally get out of this major slump from the summer. Without much to do, I get very depressed (emo depressed...ack!) Marching and adrenline rush is what I need...plus...it's an awesome weight loss plan! The new fish are getting intiated!! W00T! And it's not me!! YAY! <3333
Our show is going to be reaaal hard this year...(the music is big runs and 5 pages of blegh!) But, it's the best pages of blegh I'll ever play! Marching is coming...STATE YEAR! Let's hope we can up our ranking again this year!! ^-^
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|04:40 pm] |
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Yeah, I made a drabble, go to the cidvin community for further details yo. Anyway! Hope everyone sees good fireworks...
CAUSE IT'S RAINING DOWN HERE!!
Stupid rain...anyway...Anyone with FFXIII media on them, bring it to me!
And SUPPORT OUR TROOPS PPL!
And that's, as they say, is THAT!
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| On the Edge of Insanity |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|08:05 pm] |
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Well, I'm going to try my hand at fanfiction, so wish me luck. I'm about to pass out right now, so I'm not coherent enough to write or think, the muses are driving me crazy at home, sleep, BED! GUH!
Chocobo MUSIC!
So yeah...(does chocobo jig in computer chair) |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|07:28 pm] |
NO ONE KNOWS I EXIST!!
W00T!
I am seriously OOC today...
must be that Geometry again... |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|08:51 pm] |
Yeah, i'm bored. Not much to say...if anyone has any advice on how to develop an idea without making to repetitive or just prolonging an ending?
I can never finish a story, I usually trash them...-_- |
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| New to LJ |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|03:48 pm] |
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I'm new here, so I hope anyone who has anything that could help out...anyway, I have no idea what to say today. |
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